How many of you believe there is an answer for everything? Raise you hands. Don’t be bashful, no one is looking. OK. How many of you believe that if you had the “answers” your life would be sooo much easier? Raise your hands again. Looks like we have a club forming.

 

We already have all of the answers and “soulutions” encoded in our names and our birth dates, it can be decoded, using the science of numerology.

 

Why is this so important? It is my belief, that universally, all human beings have cosmic abandonment issues (Articles: Our Abandonment Issues . . . .) that are the catalysts for health issues.

 

Cosmic Numerology is a branch of classical numerology I’ve been developing since 1985. It can provide an answer for every personal question using a matrix of numbers (called numeric daisy chains) which show the links between a specific act or impulse and its relationship to our choices and their consequences.

 

Cosmic Numerology provides what the Ego seeks, a comforting salve of answers and soulutions for its life’s challenges and feelings of aloneness and fear abandonment.

 

Numbers and letters represent the codes of creation. Cosmic Numerology views these codes as being generated by conscious choice.

 

Using the letters of your name and the numbers of your birthday, Cosmic Numerology interprets the emotional and psychological characteristics you chose to experience and demonstrate in this lifetime, the experiences that will activate them, and the soulutions to your life’s challenges.  

 

Cosmic Numerology is the study of the patterns associated with the numbers and letters that make up our potential realities. Whether it’s a name, an illness or disease, a behavior pattern, a thought, a feeling, or an emotion, they all have one thing in common; they symbolize the interrelationships of the energies and events that affect our daily lives. The interpretation of patterns also includes health issues, emotions, feelings, relationships, family dynamics, addresses, business cycles, food choices, even food cravings.

 

So, how can numbers be a salve for the Ego?  First, allow me to define Ego. E-G-O stands for Easing God Out. Our ego is our physical self along with our feelings and emotions, from love to fear. Where does the Ego come from? There’s an article on my website www.awakener.com  that explains this in detail. Here’s the short version:

 

In between lifetimes we do a life review with the god energy. As part of this review we look at what we’ve accomplished, completed, avoided, didn’t finish, or couldn’t release. After the review we decide what we want to experience in our upcoming life. We select the letters of our name, the numbers for our birthday, the country we will live in, and our birth or adoptive families. Knowing that we are coming to the end of one astrologic cycle of 26,000 years and about to start a “New Age” of 26,000 years, we consciously chose to finish whatever we haven’t completed in the last 26,000 years. We want to enter this new age as clear as possible. We know this will be a very intense life and to be certain that we can do it, we checked our “grace” bankbook and found we have more than enough grace to succeed.

 

At this point we begin to extend out from Source and the celestial planes and move toward the third dimension and Earth. At some point along this transition, the Ego “wakes up” looks around and sees it’s alone in infinite space. The Ego becomes frightened, it asks itself: “Why am I alone? Why is it dark? Where is everyone?  Am I being punished? Am I not loveable? a feeling of being alone and abandoned seeps through the Ego. A nano second before the Ego can reorient itself to its true identity it’s born. The first thing that usually happens is cutting the umbilical cord. At which point the Ego says, “Hold it right there bucko’s, I’m not going to be abandoned again. I was cut off from my Source once, it is not going to happen again!” 

 

At this point two behavior patterns emerge, one of co-dependency made up of clingers, enablers, and doers; people doing things to be loved. The other one of control, doing for or not doing for others, but not allowing others to do for them. Others are seen as irresponsible, unreliable, untrustworthy, not fast enough, or smart enough. All of us slide back and forth between this behavior these extremes like water in a tube. The only way to break old patterns is to have the courage to do what you love. Not so easy when you have daily interactions with the “button pushers” in your family, at work, and in relationships.

 

Back to numbers as a Salve for The Ego

 

Have you ever been so scared you reached out to be hugged? Maybe it was a thunder storm, or  shadows of monsters on the wall, or strange noises at night. What you wanted in that instant was a hug. A hug says you are not alone, you have not been abandoned. A hug is similar to a salve being applied to an injury or hurt, it provides comfort and nurturing.

 

The Encarta Dictionary defines a salve as “something calming; something that eases pain or anxiety.” What better salve to apply to the wounds of the Ego than a salve composed of the life plan it co-wrote with the Soul prior to their arrival, with all options laid out as well as a guarantee of success. Because of the Ego’s built in abandonment issues, (see ARTICLES, Abandonment Issue), it usually leads a reactive life rather than a proactive life, as it does things to either be loved or maintain control.

 

Our ultimate goal in this third dimension is to reintegrate our spiritual soul-Self with our physical ego-Self and live the life we planned with Spirit. One of the ways the Soul/Ego plan is revealed is through numerology. Numbers are the salve for the Ego’s abandonment issues.

 

The more answers the Ego uncovers, the more its abandonment issues begin to fade away. At some point, it realizes it was never abandoned by the Cosmos but consciously chose to come here as a co-Creator with the Cosmos. Creation is the process of unlimited potential and possibilities solidifying into reality by assuming a form. As co-Creators’ our lives have unlimited potential and unlimited possibilities. We have the power to both consciously and proactively create the lives we desire. To fully utilize that power we need to understand our numbers, their qualities, and their patterns and not be afraid to proactively pursue our life’s calling.

 

The true salve for the Ego is reintegration with the Soul.

 

Following are some examples of applying a numeric salve to the Ego using a combination of Cosmic Numerology, quantum numbers, and Gematria (an ancient Kabalistic art that interprets the symbolic meaning of words and symbols.) 

 

This is the standard Pythagorean alpha-numeric conversion chart:

 

      1 2  3  4 5 6  7 8 9    

      A B C D E F G H  I   

      J  K L M N O P Q R

      S T U V W X Y  Z

 

 

The Achievement Number (AN,) like the hub of a wheel, is the center from which all potential interactions radiate. The AN is determined by adding together any month and day of birth. If is a double-digit sum ranging from 10 – 43, add those two individual digits together to achieve a single digit sum.

 

For example, a birthdate of May 13 is converted to an 18/9 Achievement Number as follows:

  • Month of May = 5
  • Thirteenth Day = 13
  • Adding 5 + 13 = a sum of 18. Next, add 1 + 8 = 9.
  • The final Achievement Number is then composed as 18/9.

 

 

The Achievement Number determines every life challenge with its specific soulution. (See Exercises: Challenge & Solution Chart as well The Achievement Number exercise.)

 

Achievement Number of 5 (Issues Involving Change, Balance, Transitions, Being Present)

 

Why  did  I   crave  a    juicy hamburger and milkshake for lunch?

5 87 494 9  39145 1  (Imagine the rest of the letters converted.)

 

Total for all letters is 219/12/3 with a 1 challenge and a 5 soulution. This individual wants freedom but has some difficulty with spontaneity (5) due to uncertainty or not deserving (3) and lack of confidence (1.) The meal represented an impulsive decision to do something different (5) and not be concerned about what others may think (1 challenge.) 

 

To become more spontaneous, the numeric daisy chain shows that this individual needs to become a positive 3 via the following pattern

 

 

   1    5    4    2    7    8

3    5   9     8    6    2    3   (The super-scripted numbers above the line represent the challenge (reactive behavior) and the full size numbers represent their proactive soulution.)

 

Be more sociable and indulge in some luxuries (3) by becoming more confident (1) which can lead to more spontaneity and self-confidence (5) reinforced by doing things they love (9) and  letting go of control  (4) because they have stepped into their power by remembering the knowledge, wisdom, and expertise they’ve acquired over lifetimes (8.) They are no longer co-dependent (2) but can become mentors (rather than martyrs) (6), if they can let go of their abandonment issues (7) by remembering and living a partnership (2) with Spirit. This partnership will eliminate frustrations over money, recognition, success, and finances IF they are consciously willing to become their true Self (8.) The ultimate result is a positive 3 that emanates the joy of being here now. A positive 3 is also curious seeking new experiences which is what the 5 Achievement Number is all about, be in the moment, know that all things are transitory, and that all we ever have is the moment.

 

Achievement Number of 8  (Issues Involving Power, Money, Recognition, and Status)

 

I  have a     tilted sacrum making it  difficult to walk for long.

9 8145 1   (Imagine the rest of the letters converted.)

 

 

 

 

 

 

This individual is literally having difficulty moving forward and stepping into their power (8) because they are overly flexible (5) in meeting the requests of others (2) due to low self-confidence (1.)  A negative 8 pattern stuffs their personal power down to their 1st and 2nd chakras in the pelvic region. Physics states, that the more energy is squeezed together, the more heat is generated. In women especially, this can lead to health issues in the pelvic area. The 9 soulution says, stop doing to be loved and start doing what you love.

  

The salve for the Ego’s self-anxiety is provided by a numeric daisy chain that shows them how to change their behavior pattern and self-empower themselves.

 

   8    1    5    4    2    7       (Reactive Behaviors)

8    9    2    6    5    3   8     (Proactive Behaviors)

 

(The super-scripted numbers (above the line) represent reactive behavior patterns and the full size numbers represent the proactive soulution.)

 

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

 

Achievement Number of 6

Why don’t I exercise?                        Total 89/17/8   1/4

There is concern about stepping into their personal power (8) and accepting their self (1.) The soulution is 4, build a solid foundation and pay attention to the details.

 

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

 

Achievement Number of 3

Why is Deborah in my life?              Total 111/3   3/9

Overcome feelings of inadequacy and become more emotionally intimate…speak the truth from your heart.

 

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

 

This individual has an 8 Achievement Number and challenge numbers of:  1, 2, 4, 6, 7, 8

 

I'm  having a  recurrence     of    heavy   metal  toxicity        which     occurred    after   the    Regenetics     Elucidation       Attunement.

94  81457  1  9533995535  66  85147   45213 26693927  58938    63339954 16259 285    9575552931  53339412965  1223554552

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

Difficulty letting go of control (4), feeling inadequate (3) and having trouble moving on (9) are some of the catalysts for their health issues. Additionally, there could be messianic feeling leading them to martyr themselves (16) and be angry at those that did not appreciate “their” sacrifice” (7.) They need to let go of their unrealistic expectations (6) and release everything they are holding onto for fear of losing it or being abandoned (7.)

 

 

 

++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

 

Achievement Number of 8  (Issues Involving Power, Money, Recognition, and Status)

 

I  have a     tilted sacrum making it  difficult to walk for long.

9 8145 1   (Imagine the rest of the letters converted.)

 

Total of all letters is 215/8   8/9 with an 8 challenge and a 9 soulution.

 

This individual is literally having difficulty moving forward and stepping into their power (8) because they are overly flexible (5) in meeting the requests of others (2) due to low self-confidence (1).  A negative 8 pattern stuffs their personal power down to their 1st and 2nd chakras in the pelvic region. Physics states, that the more energy is squeezed together, the more heat is generated.  In women especially, this can lead to health issues in the pelvic area. The 9 soulution says, stop doing to be loved and start doing what you love.

  

The salve for the Ego’s self-anxiety is provided by a numeric daisy chain that shows them how to change their behavior pattern and self-empower themselves.

 

8 8 9 1 2 5 6 4 5 2 3 7 8   (The super-scripted numbers above the line represent the challenges  and the full size numbers represent the soulution.)

 

 

Achievement Number of 6

Why don’t I exercise?                        Total 89/17/8   1/4

There is concern about stepping into their personal power.

 

 

 

Achievement Number of 3

Why is Deborah in my life?              Total 111/3 3/9

Overcome feelings of inadequacy and become more emotionally intimate…speak the truth from your heart.

 

 

This individual has an 8 Achievement Number and challenge numbers of:  1, 2, 4, 6, 7, 8

 

I'm having a recurrence  of  heavy metal  toxicity  which

94  81457 1 9533995535 66 85147 45213 26693927  58938

 

occurred  after  the  Regenetics  Elucidation  Attunement. 

63339954 16259 285 9575552931  53339412965  1223554552

 

 

Total 439/16/7 6/7        Achievement #8      Daisy chain  7 6 7

 

Difficulty letting go of control and/or emotions, unrealistic expectations, impatience…needs to release everything they are holding onto.

 

 

 

 

 

 

Achievement Number 6 

 

My colon  started  bleeding.  

47 36365 1219254 23554957     Total 98/17/8 1/4

 

                          1   2   4   8   7  5      (Reactive Behavior)

Daisy Chain     8  4   5   7   2  1   8   (Proactive Behavior)

 

Low self-esteem (1), co-dependency (2), procrastination (4), underlying anger or frustration not being expressed (8), a need for control or anxiety over being abandoned (7), overly rigid or amenable (5).

 

 

Michael can be reached at 561 866-5479 or by email michael@awakener.com

 

 

 

 

Numbers Are A Salve For The Ego

Copyright Michael Brill 2015

How many of you believe there is an answer for everything? Raise you hands. Don’t be bashful, no one is looking. OK. How many of you believe that if you had the “answers” your life would be sooo much easier? Raise your hands again. Looks like we have a club forming.

 

We already have all of the answers and “soulutions” encoded in our names and our birth dates, it can be decoded, using the science of numerology.

 

Why is this so important? It is my belief, that universally, all human beings have cosmic abandonment issues (Articles: Our Abandonment Issues . . . .) that are the catalysts for health issues.

 

Cosmic Numerology is a branch of classical numerology I’ve been developing since 1985. It can provide an answer for every personal question using a matrix of numbers (called numeric daisy chains) which show the links between a specific act or impulse and its relationship to our choices and their consequences.

 

Cosmic Numerology provides what the Ego seeks, a comforting salve of answers and soulutions for its life’s challenges and feelings of aloneness and fear abandonment.

 

Numbers and letters represent the codes of creation. Cosmic Numerology views these codes as being generated by conscious choice.

 

Using the letters of your name and the numbers of your birthday, Cosmic Numerology interprets the emotional and psychological characteristics you chose to experience and demonstrate in this lifetime, the experiences that will activate them, and the soulutions to your life’s challenges.  

 

Cosmic Numerology is the study of the patterns associated with the numbers and letters that make up our potential realities. Whether it’s a name, an illness or disease, a behavior pattern, a thought, a feeling, or an emotion, they all have one thing in common; they symbolize the interrelationships of the energies and events that affect our daily lives. The interpretation of patterns also includes health issues, emotions, feelings, relationships, family dynamics, addresses, business cycles, food choices, even food cravings.

 

So, how can numbers be a salve for the Ego?  First, allow me to define Ego. E-G-O stands for Easing God Out. Our ego is our physical self along with our feelings and emotions, from love to fear. Where does the Ego come from? There’s an article on my website www.awakener.com  that explains this in detail. Here’s the short version:

 

In between lifetimes we do a life review with the god energy. ( I define god as an acronym for Gathering Of Deities, represented by the numbers 1 -- 9. The numbers are symbols for the creation potential of the Source energy.) As part of this life review we look at what we’ve accomplished, completed, avoided, didn’t finish, or couldn’t release. After the review we decide what we want to experience in our upcoming life. We select the letters of our name, the numbers for our birthday, the country we will live in, and our birth or adoptive families. Knowing that we are coming to the end of one astrologic cycle of 26,000 years and about to start a “New Age” of 26,000 years, we consciously chose to finish whatever we haven’t completed in the last 26,000 years. We want to enter this new age as clear as possible. We know this will be a very intense life and to be certain that we can do it, we checked our “grace” bankbook and found we have more than enough grace to succeed.

 

At this point we begin to extend out from Source and the celestial planes and move toward the third dimension and Earth. At some point along this transition, the Ego “wakes up” looks around and sees it’s alone in infinite space. The Ego becomes frightened, it asks itself: “Why am I alone? Why is it dark? Where is everyone?  Am I being punished? Am I not lovable? a feeling of being alone and abandoned seeps through the Ego. A nano second before the Ego can reorient itself to its true identity it’s born. The first thing that usually happens is cutting the umbilical cord. At which point the Ego says, “Hold it right there Buckos, I’m not going to be abandoned again. I was cut off from my Source once, it is not going to happen again!” 

 

At this point two behavior patterns emerge, one of co-dependency made up of clingers, enablers, and doers; people doing things to be loved. The other one of control, doing for or not doing for others, but not allowing other’s to do for them. Others are seen as irresponsible, unreliable, untrustworthy, not fast enough, or smart enough. All of us slide back and forth between this behavior these extremes like water in a tube. The only way to break old patterns is to have the courage to do what you love. Not so easy when you have daily interactions with the “button pushers” in your family, at work, and in relationships.

 

Back to numbers as a Salve for The Ego

 

Have you ever been so scared you reached out to be hugged? Maybe it was a thunder storm, or  shadows of monsters on the wall, or strange noises at night. What you wanted in that instant was a hug. A hug says you are not alone, you have not been abandoned. A hug is similar to a salve being applied to an injury or hurt, it provides comfort and nurturing.

 

The Encarta Dictionary defines a salve as “something calming; something that eases pain or anxiety.” What better salve to apply to the wounds of the Ego than a salve composed of the life plan it co-wrote with the Soul prior to their arrival, with all options laid out as well as a guarantee of success. Because of the Ego’s built in abandonment issues, (see ARTICLES, Abandonment Issue), it usually leads a reactive life rather than a proactive life, as it does things to either be loved or maintain control.

 

Our ultimate goal in this third dimension is to reintegrate our spiritual soul-Self with our physical ego-Self and live the life we planned with Spirit. One of the ways the Soul/Ego plan is revealed is through numerology. Numbers are the salve for the Ego’s abandonment issues.

 

The more answers the Ego uncovers, the more its abandonment issues begin to fade away. At some point, it realizes it was never abandoned by the Cosmos but consciously chose to come here as a co-Creator with the Cosmos. Creation is the process of unlimited potential and possibilities solidifying into reality by assuming a form. As co-Creators’ our lives have unlimited potential and unlimited possibilities. We have the power to both consciously and proactively create the lives we desire. To fully utilize that power we need to understand our numbers, their qualities, and their patterns and not be afraid to proactively pursue our life’s calling.

 

The true salve for the Ego is reintegration with the Soul.

 

Following are some examples of applying a numeric salve to the Ego using a combination of Cosmic Numerology, quantum numbers, and Gematria (an ancient Kabalistic art that interprets the symbolic meaning of words and symbols.) 

 

This is the standard Pythagorean alpha-numeric conversion chart:

 

1 2  3  4 5 6  7 8 9    

A B C D E F G H I   

J  K L M N O PQ R

S T U V W X Y Z

 

The Achievement Number (AN,) like the hub of a wheel, is the center from which all potential interactions radiate. The AN is determined by adding together any month and day of birth. If is a double-digit sum ranging from 10 – 43, add those two individual digits together to achieve a single digit sum.

 

For example, a birthdate of May 13 is converted to an 18/9 Achievement Number as follows:

  • Month of May = 5
  • Thirteenth Day = 13
  • Adding 5 + 13 = a sum of 18. Next, add 1 + 8 = 9.
  • The final Achievement Number is then composed as 18/9.

 

 

The Achievement Number determines every life challenge with its specific soulution. (See Exercises: Challenge & Solution Chart as well The Achievement Number exercise.)

 

 

Achievement Number of 5 (Issues Involving Change, Balance, Transitions, Being Present)

 

Why   did   I   crave  a    juicy hamburger and milkshake for lunch?

5 87  494  9  39145 1  (Imagine the rest of the letters converted.)

 

Total for all letters is 219/12/3 with a 1 challenge and a 5 soulution. This individual wants freedom but has some difficulty with spontaneity (5) due to uncertainty or not deserving (3) and lack of confidence (1.) The meal represented an impulsive decision to do something different (5) and not be concerned about what others may think (1 challenge.) 

 

To become more spontaneous, the numeric daisy chain shows that this individual needs to become a positive 3 via the following pattern:

 

   1    5    4    2    7    8         Reactive Behaviors (passive or aggressive)

3    5    9    8    6    2    3      Proactive Behaviors (proactive conscious choices)

 

(The numbers above the line represent the challenge (reactive behavior) and the full size numbers represent their proactive soulution.)

 

Be more sociable and indulge in some luxuries (3) by becoming more confident (1) which can lead to more spontaneity and self-confidence (5) reinforced by doing things they love (9) and  letting go of control  (4) because they have stepped into their power by remembering the knowledge, wisdom, and expertise they’ve acquired over lifetimes (8.) They are no longer co-dependent (2) but can become mentors (rather than martyrs) (6), if they can let go of their abandonment issues (7) by remembering and living a partnership (2) with Spirit. This partnership will eliminate frustrations over money, recognition, success, and finances IF they are consciously willing to become their true Self (8.) The ultimate result is a positive 3 that emanates the joy of being here now. A positive 3 is also curious seeking new experiences which is what the 5 Achievement Number is all about, be in the moment, know that all things are transitory, and that all we ever have is the moment.

 

Achievement Number of 8  (Issues Involving Power, Money, Recognition, and Status)

 

I  have a     tilted sacrum making it  difficult to walk for long.

9 8145 1   (Imagine the rest of the letters converted.)

 

Total of all letters is 215/8 8/9 with an 8 challenge and a 9 soulution.

 

                                        8   1   5   4   2   7          Reactive Behaviors (passive or aggressive)

Daisy chain soulution:   8   9   2   6   5   3   8       Proactive Behaviors (proactive conscious choices)

 

This individual is literally having difficulty moving forward and stepping into their power (8) because they are overly flexible (5) in meeting the requests of others (2) due to low self-confidence (1.)  A negative 8 pattern stuffs their personal power down to their 1st and 2nd chakras in the pelvic region. Physics states, that the more energy is squeezed together, the more heat is generated. In women especially, this can lead to health issues in the pelvic area. The 9 soulution says, stop doing to be loved and start doing what you love.

  

The salve for the Ego’s self-anxiety is provided by a numeric daisy chain that shows them how to change their behavior pattern and self-empower themselves.

 

   8   1    5    4    2    7               Reactive Behaviors (passive or aggressive)

8   9    2    6    5    3    8            Proactive Behaviors (proactive conscious choices)

 

(The numbers (above the line) represent reactive behavior patterns and the full size numbers represent the proactive soulution.)

 

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

 

Achievement Number of 6

 

Why don’t I exercise?                        Total 89/17/8   1/4

There is concern about stepping into their personal power (8) and accepting their self (1.) The soulution is 4, build a solid foundation and pay attention to the details.

 

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

 

Achievement Number of 3

 

Why is Deborah in my life?              Total 111/3   3/9

 

Overcome feelings of inadequacy and become more emotionally intimate…speak the truth from your heart.

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

 

This individual has an 8 Achievement Number and challenge numbers of:  1, 2, 4, 6, 7, 8

 

I'm  having a  recurrence   of  heavy metal  toxicity         which    occurred     after   the  Regenetics     Elucidation       Attunement.

94  81457  1 9533995535 66 85147 45213 26693927  58938    63339954 16259 285  9575552931  53339412965  1223554552

 

                                                                   6

Total 439/16/7   6/7             Daisy chain  7    7

 

Difficulty letting go of control (4), feeling inadequate (3) and having trouble moving on (9) are some of the catalysts for their health issues. Additionally, there could be messianic feeling leading them to martyr themselves (16) and be angry at those that did not appreciate “their” sacrifice” (7.) They need to let go of their unrealistic expectations (6) and release everything they are holding onto for fear of losing it or being abandoned (7.)

 

+++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++

Achievement Number 6  

 

My colon  started  bleeding.  

47 36365 1219254 23554957

 

Total 98/17/8   1/4

                          1   2  4  8  7  5

Daisy Chain     8  4   5  7  2  1  8

 

Low self-esteem (1), co-dependency (2), procrastination (4), underlying anger or frustration not being expressed (8), a need for control or anxiety over being abandoned (7), overly rigid or amenable (5) are some of the catalysts.

 

 

 

Michael can be contacted at 561 866-5479 or by email michael@awakener.com

 

 

 

Cosmic Numerology

By: Michael Brill

(561)866-5479

Michael@awakener.com